there were only two kinds of one-way tickets.
“Away,” she said before she could hide behind a safer answer.
Julian nodded once.
“That takes courage.”
Mara almost smiled.
“You don’t know what I’m running from.”
“No,” he said.
“But I know you are carrying him like the whole world is watching and you refuse to drop it.”
She looked down at Leo.
His small fingers curled and uncurled against her sweater.
“His father says I make everything harder than it needs to be.”
Julian’s expression did not change, but his voice cooled.
“People say that when your pain inconveniences them.”
Mara stared at him.
No one had ever put it that plainly.
She told him small things after that.
Safe things at first.
That she had once worked at a school front desk and missed the sound of children arriving in the morning.
That her cousin Nina had a spare mattress in Boston and a habit of rescuing half-dead houseplants.
That Leo liked pears, ceiling fans, and one particular blue sock he refused to release during naps.
Julian listened as if each detail mattered.
He told her he grew up mostly in Boston, though he had spent several years in boarding schools he described as “expensive places to feel alone.” He said his grandfather had raised him after his parents died.
He said he had been in Spokane for a meeting that ended badly.
“What kind of meeting?” Mara asked.
Julian looked at his notebook.
“The kind where everyone smiles while deciding who gets hurt.”
She knew enough about that to stop asking.
An hour passed.
Leo slept.
The rude passenger fell asleep with his mouth open.
Mara watched droplets of condensation tremble on the window’s edge and felt her body gradually unclench.
Then she noticed the whispers.
Across the aisle, a young woman kept glancing at Julian and then down at her phone.
Two rows ahead, a man turned around, frowned, whispered to his wife, and turned again.
Near the curtain dividing the cabins, a blonde woman in cream trousers stood with one hand on the seatback.
She was staring at Julian.
Not with surprise.
With possession.
Mara looked away quickly, but Julian had seen her too.
His shoulders changed first.
A small tightening.
Then his jaw.
The warmth that had made him seem almost ordinary drained from his face.
The blonde woman started down the aisle.
Her heels made no sound on the carpet, but Mara felt each step.
She held her phone at chest level, camera angled toward them.
“Julian,” the woman called softly, with a smile too polished to be relief.
“There you are.
Everyone is looking for you.”
Julian did not answer.
The woman came closer.
Mara looked at Leo.
Looked at the phone.
Looked at Julian’s hand, which had gone still on the armrest.
Then he leaned toward her.
“Mara,” he whispered.
She turned.
“I know this is strange,” he said.
“I need you to pretend to be asleep on my shoulder.
Just for a minute.”
Her body stiffened.
He saw it and immediately pulled back half an inch.
“You can say no.”
That was what made her consider saying yes.
Daniel never gave her a true no.
He gave her choices with punishment attached.
The blonde woman was almost beside them now.
Her